Broken Promises

So I've blown it all on cures for pain and

I've learned to regret the choices

I've made.

I wantto stay awake for days until the sunlight washes over my face.

Forgive, forget, all of our brokenpromises, we run to lose it all.

These days are darker and they draw me in.

I left a trail, butno one missed me.

In the end

I'll blend in with a shade

I've been, but where should

I begin, if

Iwant to learn to forgive?

I felt a chill in the air and you turned as

I said your name.

A glanceturned to stare and you hardly knew my face, a blank page, an empty safe, things will never bethe same.