This Is Why

Hey would you wanna go with me to a party

It might be dumb and I don't know anyone

Sure I know there will be nothing there for me

But let's go anyway I'll drive you home when we're done

We could sleep but haven't you heard we're all dying

Living fast is much more fun

And I think deep down we know there's no point in trying

But all we know how to do is run run run run run

And this is why I cannot be alone anymore

I miss the time when I knew what my time was for

Oh my God is it me or is it getting harder

To believe you were ever really anyone

I'm not sure but I think I used to be much smarter

Back when I used to walk instead of run

And I could say what you wanna hear

If it would stop your crying

That way might be much more fun

And I would tell you the truth but I would be lying

'Cause even I don't know what I've done

Done done done done

And this is why I cannot be around anyone

My miss the time when I knew how to be alone