I Needed This

I am here

But am I still alive?

You broke me down

But somehow I survived

I never thought that I could leave it

I can't believe it. It's gone

You'll never hear me say

I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I've told

I'm left out feeling cold

But I know, I needed this all along

Safe and Well

To everything advise

Take this heart

It was never even mine

I never thought that I could leave it.

I can't believe it.

It's gone

You'll never hear me say

I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I've told

I'm left out feeling cold

But I know, I needed this all along

Blood stains and scars

Are much worse than ours

But your breaking, healing is taking me this far

This far

I never thought that I could leave it

I can't believe it

It's gone.

I thought that maybe I stopped breathing

But instead I'm moving on.

You'll never hear me say

I wanted it this way

It hurts me every time I breathe

No matter what I've told

I'm left out feeling cold

But I know, I needed this all along.

I've needed this all along.

I've needed this all along.