Suicide

All I want is your understanding

As in the small act of affection

Why is this my life?

Is almost everybody's question

And I've tried

Everything but suicide

But it's crossed my mind

I prefer peace

Wouldn't have to have one worldly possession

But essentially I'm an animal

So just what do I do with all the aggression?

Well I've tried

Everything but suicide

But it's crossed my mind

Life is a one-way street, aint it?

If you could paint it

I'd draw myself going in the right direction

So I go all the way, like I really really know

But the truth is I'm only guessin'

And I've tried

Everything but suicide

Oh but it's crossed my mind

Just a thought

It's even dark in the daytime

It's not just good, it's great depression

When I was lost I even found myself

Lookin' in the gun's direction

And so I've tried

Everything but suicide

But yes, it's crossed my mind

But I'm fine