Not Going Home

The tree in the front of the yard

is starting to grow

now that we've trimmed away the leaves

now look at it go

and that's just how I feel

now that we've started to reveal

all the things I thought I lost

and the hard time I concealed

and that's just how I know

how I felt the solid glow

how I felt the bitter cold

and no, i'm not going home

sometimes you just wouldn't dare

sometimes you can't go home

sometimes you're already there

when i look at you, i'm there

the blood pooled at my legs is starting to flow

now that you came along

and made what was so broken whole

but I still feel sick at this place that I have built

maybe it's not real, man, this is how I feel

and if it just gets worst, yeah, if I never heal

well, those are just the breaks man

cause I'm not going home

and I don't ******* care

sometimes you can't go home

sometimes you're already there

and I look at you, i'm there

yeah, I'm there

when I look at you, I'm there

yeah, I'm there

oh my god

oh my god

I'm not going home

no, I am already there

I'm not going home

I'm already there

no, I'm not going home

no, I am already there