To Kill This

with a lack of self esteem i walked into my teens and six years later i’m still frustrated, i’m still not who i want to be and now it all comes down to, am i treating her right? and now it all comes down to, am i treating her right?

Am I treating her right? if i could just be all that i can be for her that’s when i’d be the man i long to be i hate this cycle it’s a never-ending story of infinite last chances and now it all comes to down to, am

I treating you right? and now it all comes to down to, am

I treating you right? am

I treating you right? (yeah, yeah) and i keep telling myself “just grow up” but it’s so easy to say and so much harder to do i hear it each and every day it’s the only thing left to do it’s time to kill this there’s no two ways about it ends today right here right now it’s time i learn that it’s not a matter of saying the right words or singing the right songs and

I keep telling myself just grow up

Its so easy to say, but so much harder to do

I hear it each and every day

Just grow up

Its the only thing left to do. it’s so old but it’s not easy to say good-bye to all this heartache to just say no to run away endure pain and suffocate every desire that hurts you and now it all comes down to am

I treating you right? and now it all comes down to this, am i treating you right? my words and actions don’t align (am I treating you right?) my heart is the victim of my mind and i keep telling myself “just grow up” but it’s so easy to say and so much harder to do i hear it each and every day it’s the only thing left to do i keep telling myself “just grow up” but it’s so easy to say and so much harder to do i hear it each and every day it’s the only thing left to do it’s the only thing left to do