Last Confession

This will be my last confession

This industry can leave harsh impressions

I have little faith forgive me for my past discretions

But we live and learn that history and past are lessons

The day this is work the love of it dies

A handful make it, the others will strive

And hunger can drive hatred but such is just life

I guess jealousy’s the curse that the struggle inspires

These critics seek to break and divide

I know I’m bitter but my faith is divine

Take it in stride yeah I act like I hate it at times

But I found love through this music and a place to reside

For every friend I have an eager opponent

For every cent I spent on meager components

I gave something back so I don’t feel the need for atonement

Cause we all get our hands dirty when we’re seizing the moment

We always took the lead peers would follow

And paid for everything that we cleared or borrowed

If my son can benefit from what you see here my sorrows

Justified, just that I might not be here tomorrow

When it rains it pours, when you’re soaked and the world

Tries to **** with ya, trust in ya own and yourself

My biggest fears to die not knowing you well

And I aint afraid to die I’m afraid of going to hell

This will be my last confession,

Liberty can leave harsh impressions,

I have little faith forgive me for my past discretions,

But we live and learn that history and past are lessons

I’ve always played the hand I was given

No exceptions here humanity’s driven

You see all men are born equal, just the standard of living

That differs between the Jewish, Adriatic and Christian

I’m a logical man given to science,

Forgive me I know religion inspires,

But too many have government and political ties,

And use state of the art war fare to bridge their divides,

There’s hate crime wars on day time talks,

And rape trials walk in state wide courts

We don’t pray no more we only break thy laws

So what this world don’t give us we going to take by force

Assertion, aggressions, murder then vengeance

We treat peace like it’s a term of acceptance

Exception we’re not accepting if we’re searching for penance

So these words are for my son so he can learn from my lessons

So when it rains it pours, when you’re soaked and the world

Tries to **** with ya, trust in ya own and yourself

My biggest fears to die not knowing you well

And I aint afraid to die I’m afraid of going to hell