歌词
5 days since I had a shower I'm watching my cactus grow
Heating up a frozen margherita
5 days since had a conversation
Refreshing my feed
Same fake captions
I should be happy I should pretend
But nothing in this city makes me wanna leave my bed
I should get out there I should have fun
But I don't need another reason to get drunk
I can't find the motivation
I just wanna quit, I just, I just wanna quit this
Shy away in isolation
When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
I can't be happy I can't pretend
'cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
So I turn to self medication
Some days wish I could be stronger I'm watching my ego grow
By talking to myself in the mirror
But most days I forget just what I had said
Refreshing my mind
Same old story
I don't deserve it I don't belong
'Cause nothing in this city makes me feel so alone as
When I'm surrounded when I'm exposed
To everyone and everything not in my comfort zone
I can't find the motivation
I just wanna quit, l just, I just wanna quit this
Shy away in isolation
When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
I can't be happy I can't pretend
'Cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
So I turn to self medication
Self medication
I think I need to get a vacation
No obligations
I'll go to Bali and learn mediation
Just self medication
I'll hide away in a secret location
Get on a plane and see new places
Just what I need for my inspiration
But for now
I can't find the motivation
I just wanna quit, I just, I just wanna quit this
Shy away in isolation
When I feel like shιt, when I, when I feel like shιt yeah
I can't be happy I can't pretend
'Cause when I get anxiety my colors turn to grey
So I turn to self medication
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