歌词
HEART OF ANNIHILATION
thought this was only about me, myself and I
then somebody else said I wished to die
did I really think about killing myself？
我想，这只关于我自己。有些人说我想求死，我真的想自杀吗？
might be, and if I do so I will make sure you'll be in the casket ahead of me.
也许吧，如果我这么做了，那我会保证你在我前面那句棺材里
see? truth hurts.
gonna be affected by these grown thoughts then it becomes so hard to strive to move on.
看见没？真正的伤害。我被这些日渐强烈的想法所影响，真的很难继续前进
we ain't that similar, you and I
since the day I chose to walk away I just can't keep wondering why.
我们其实并不是那么的相似。自从我选择离开那天，我不止地问：“到底为什么？”
trying to deny the truth which is hiding inside.
尝试着去否定被隐藏在深处的真相
"things could've worked out for us" I think about it a million times.
“事情会一一解决的”这个想法我有过无数次
I hate to emphasize. The truth is shit will jeopardize my life. (me ended up suicide, or it could be double homicide, I guess there is no need to underline)
我讨厌一遍遍强调。真相就是这个烂事会毁了我的生活。（我自杀了，又或者我出现两起凶杀案。我想这没必要再重申了）
stop wasting my time
don't **** with my mind
所以别浪费我时间，别他妈的搞坏我的心态
I love you but I ****ing hate you at the same time.
I hate the way I remember you，you keep showing up in my mind.
我爱你，但我同时恨着你。我恨自己想念你，但你总是在我的脑海里出现
wishing I could go back to childhood
set me free from this pitty mood
我想回到童年，从这糟糕的情绪里解放出来
cause I ain't going back to that weird loop
like a goddamn gook
yeah, like a goddamn gook
因为我不想再回到那个诡异的循环里，像个该死的蠢货一样。
Now I’m soaking in the blues, I almost drown. I’ve fallen from the grace on my own
现在我沉浸在忧郁之中，我几乎被淹没了。我独自一人狼狈不堪
You’re the cure of my disease, I’m underneath. I need your arms around me, surround me.
你是我病痛的解药，我已经被深深掩埋。我需要你的双臂环绕我，环绕我
I'm sorry for apology, how can we Expressing acrimoniously.
我很抱歉曾经对你道歉，而且我们怎么能如此过激呢？
I’ve been staring into these sheets. Wondering if I got what you need.
You think you got leverage on me.?
你看着这些床单，想着如果我有你想要的该多好
你觉得你在利用我吗？
There ain’t no fantasy. I’m the one that put strings around me.
这不是幻想。我才是那个作茧自缚的人
put you on the throne
but you used me like a steppingstone.
I shouldn't reproach with this sympathetic tone.
我把你推上王座，你却把我当作垫脚石。我不应该用同情的语气责备你。
keep your eyes off of my erotogenic zone.
把你的目光从我的下体移开
living and acting a part knowing that pain will come back tomorrow.
Repentances and wounds are all I have to show.
我用知道每天痛苦还会回来的方式 苟活着，表演着
I need more chemicals to stop feeling pitiful. Don't you know?
你知道吗？我需要更多的药物让我减少罪恶感
disenchanting, hesitating, alleviating devastating. guess it's time to stop grieving.
祛魅，犹豫，缓解我的混乱。我想是时候停止悲伤了。
yeah. shouldn't have overstating
对的，我不应该小题大做。
Oh god, you made me sick. There’s a deathwish inside my vein
噢天，你真让我恶心。我的血液里一直流淌着一个死亡之愿
Oh god, rescue me. I can’t let go, I can’t let go
噢上帝，救救我吧。我无法放手，我无法放手
Now I’m soaking in the blues, I almost drown. I’ve fallen from the grace on my own
现在我沉浸在忧郁之中，我几乎被淹没了。我独自一人狼狈不堪
You’re the cure of my disease, I’m underneath. I need your arms around me, surround me.
你是我病痛的解药，我已经被深深掩埋。我需要你的双臂环绕我，环绕我
Bow down to the devil in me.
屈服于我内心的恶魔
I am your god now how dare you say?
我此刻就是你的上帝，你敢说什么？
Bow down to the devil in me
屈服于我内心的恶魔
I’ll bury you alive, **** you bitch
我会把你活埋，去死吧贱人
Your fading shadows stuck in my broken memories.
你消逝的幻影停驻在我破碎的记忆中
I miss your voice, I miss your face, I miss the touch of your skin
我想念你的声音，想念你的脸庞，想念你皮肤的触感
I wanna get back to the old days. It’s like you’re shredding my wounds, and it never comes to an end.
我想回到从前的日子...这感觉就像你不断地切割我的伤口，而且永无止境