歌词
Racing in my thoughts I see you
思绪飞驰间我想到了你
I don’t know what to say, no I can’t choose
我不知道该说些什么 ，不 我不能选择
Just lost in the icu
只能迷失于重症室
Hospital wards don’t get better when you’re used through
当你过度依赖医院 情况并不会好转的
Stuck on the percs, stuck in the rain
迷恋percs（一种精神药物） 雨中沦陷
I can make it better, yeah you know I’d take all of your pain
我可以让这变得更好 耶 你知道的 我会带走你所有痛苦
Stuck on the hurt, stuck in my brain
困于创伤 困于脑海
Yeah I swear that your name is carved into my veins
是的，我发誓你的名字带进了我的血管
I feel like I’m caught in standby
我像是在等待
Everyone is moving so fast in front of my eyes
我眼前的每个人都转瞬即逝
Calm down, it will work out, it will be fine
冷静 一切都会变好的 都会没事的
I just tell myself this so anxiety will die
我告诉自己 只有这样焦虑才会消失
Driving in the car, flip the lights on
驾驶汽车 打开灯光
See my life pass, what did I do that was wrong
看我的过去 做错了什么
Try to drown my sorrows till my liver failed me
试着陷入悲伤直到我死亡
Chews at my conscious, so I sank quietly
我意识清醒 无声下沉
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
再磕一片药 在沙发上浪费一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
变了 是的 我变了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
摇摆的手 你想要我的灵魂随之而动，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的 我又搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand
你受不了当鲜血从我脸上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了 是的 我们分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的 你施压于我的大脑 你让我抓狂
Messages from you, intravenous in my veins
你的信息，注射进我的静脉
Flicking ash with the wrist, filling lungs with smoke is bliss
手腕轻拂烟灰，让烟填满肺部是一种幸福
Spinning all around, yeah the walls start to breathe
四周旋转 心墙开始低声说
Opening up, let the shadows sink and swallow me
敞开心扉，让阴影吞噬我
Skin my ghost and put in a jar
剥了我的皮 放进罐子里
Leave in on the shelf to collect dust and say you tried
将它放在柜子上积灰 你说你尝试过
Eyes snap open, watching from afar
睁开眼睛 远远望着
Feeling numb in the skin, push me back don’t let me in
（我）感到身体麻木，推我回去别让我进去
Emotions what are these, I can’t get attached
感情是什么 别让我依恋
If I let you in, you’ll just leave me ransacked
如果我让你进来 你会让我感到混乱
The only pain I fell inside
我唯一的痛苦
Comes from you and leaves me tongue-tied
源自于你 （你）让我无话可说
Leave the light on when it’s getting dark
天黑时把灯开着
I swear I’ll be here when you wake up
我发誓当你醒来的时候我会在这里
Don’t show, yeah just leave me on standby
别说了，让我待在你身边
Most days I feel that I’m the ghost that just died
大多时候 我感觉我像刚死去的鬼魂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶 再磕一片药 在沙发上浪费一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
变了 是的 我变了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
摇摆的手 你想要我的灵魂随之而动，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand
你受不了当鲜血从我脸上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了 是的我们分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的 你施压于我的大脑 你让我抓狂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶 再磕一片药 在沙发上浪费一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
变了 是的 我变了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
摇摆的手 你想要我的灵魂随之而动，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand
你受不了当鲜血从我脸上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了 是的我们分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的 你施压于我的大脑 你让我抓狂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了 是的 我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶 再磕一片药 在沙发上浪费一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
变了 是的 我变了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
摇摆的手 你想要我的灵魂随之而动，不
专辑信息
1.Honeydew