Gethsemane (I Only Want To Say)

I only want to say

If there is a way

Take this cup away from me

For I don＇t want to taste it＇s poison

Feel it burn me

I have changed

I＇m not as sure as when we started

Then I was inspired

Now I＇m sad and tired

Listen surely I＇ve exceeded expectations

I tried for three years seems lke thirty

Could you ask as much from any other man

But if I die

See the saga through and do the things you ask of me

Let them hate me hit me hurt me nail me to their tree

I want to know I want to know my God

I want to know I want to know my God

I want to see I want to see my God

I want to see I want to see my God

Why i should die

Would I be more noticed than I ever was before

Would the things I＇ve said and done matter any more

I have to know I have to know my Lord

I have to know I have to know my Lord

I have to see I have to see my Lord

I have to see I have to see my Lord

If I die what will be my reward

If I die what will be my reward

I have to know I have to know my Lord

I have to know I have to know my Lord

Why should I die

Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain

Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain

Show me there＇s a reason for your wanting me to die

You＇re far too keen on where and how but not so hot on why

Alright I＇ll die

Just watch me die

See how I die

See how I Die

Then I was inspired

Now I＇m sad and tired

After all I＇ve tried for three years seems like ninety

Why then am I scared to finish what I＇ve started

What you started--- I didn＇t start this

God thy will is hard

But you hold every card

I will drink your cup of poison

Nail me to your cross and break me

Bleed me beat me kill me

Take me now before I change my mind