By a Thread

No one to blame but myself

For the countless times I have tried and failed

For the absence of stories to tell

I blame myself

Countless times I have tried and failed

I let the addiction prevail

I'm fighting against myself

A battle lost a thousand times before

I keep giving up instead

of pushing further when it gets harder

No one to blame but myself

A war inside my head, the battlefield is leaving me brain dead

My sanity is hanging by a thread

Chaos is raging I just want it to end

I just want it to end

Countless times I have tried and failed

I know I've got

No one to blame but myself

Just let the addiction prevail

Let the addiction prevail

A war is raging on inside my head

My sanity is hanging by a thread

Chaos is raging just make it end

My sanity is hanging by a thread

No one to blame but myself