She Who Mars the Skin of Gods

"Kezia, my darling, please never forget this world's got the substance of a frozen summer silhouette,"

Said my mother through lips that were cracked with love and toil before she added, "the warmest of blankets is six feet of soil"

She WORE perfume called

Pride that smelled a lot more like

Shame SO When she walked into the room

I was sleeping, heard her curse my father's name;

It was our situation, our position, our gender to blame

It was the lonely grey of my father's eyes staring back in the mirror's frame(x2)

Mother oh mother,

I'm shaking while

I write tonight

I'll stay awake and

TRY TO breathe away my fright(x2)

There's a letter waiting for me, that

I have yet to read(x2)

Cuz I know it's

NOT FROM Y

OU you're the only one

I need, you're the only one

I need I'm tired and

I'm cold and

I want to go to bed

But there's no one here to tuck me in, so the shotgun will instead

I'm tired

I'm cold, but this shot gun will instead (I want to go to bed I want to go to bed)

I want to

No one here to tuck me in so this shot gun will