Cause I'm So Scared of Dying

'Cause I'm so scared of dying since your fall

I'm so scared of dying when you watched it go down, down

And I watched your face in the fire near Jamison Hall

While your sister and brother read chapters on how your skin burned

You're singing hallelujah, and the angels came and took you down

You asked the right direction, they told you it's protection, you know

Did you believe 'em? Or are they liars?

Do you believe 'em? What a lie

'Cause I'm so scared of dying since I saw your skin fall

I'm so scared of dying since you watched it go down, down, down

Now I told you I need you and you screamed "hallelujah, here we go"

And I hoped you believed me when I told you you were beautiful

'Cause I meant it, man... But I didn't always mean it

Does that make me a liar? I mean it. What a lie.

These cuts on my fingers, from the laundry I've done

Washing out all your prints, and the fire in my hall

Don't worry about it, I heard what you said and it's good

And I appreciate it more than any other man ever could

God, I believe you, anyway... Just leave me, any day.

Where I told you I loved you, God damn-ing, I'm in it

When I told you I loved you, good Jesus, I'm in it

I hear lives look like fire crackers

And oh **** you're not breathing, but man I can feel you inside

Don't waste away, under the ground; rise up for me, under the ground

'Cause I'm wasting away, under the ground