Good Girl

I’m not your good girl

I’m not anyone

Life has grown so difficult

Just trying not to fall

Sometimes

I see you

Peek through your dark disguise

Though I am broken down by your words

I can’t look away from your eyes

You want too much of me

And you give me nothing but lies

When you’re here

I can’t feel

Who I really am

When you’re gone

I want to run

Far away Push and pull my heartstrings

Each tug takes liberty

You fight to get what suits you

Make the world what you want it to be

Time to step out of your shadow

Let the sun shine down on me

I’m not your good girl

I’m not your anything

I’ve become so cynical

Smaller steps won’t stop my fall