Heartilation

I wanna break apart my heart

Glue the pieces to my car

Crash it into a wall

I don't want to feel at all

I want to break apart my heart

Douse it in gasoline

So the fire burns clean

Flick a cigarette like that movie Con Air

Doused in gasoline

And if you think you are better than me

You're right

There's no one to love

There's no one to trust

In my life

I want to pick up the pieces

And plant them in the ground

When a tree grows there

I want to chop that tree down

Build it into a boat

And float it in a lake

And with dynamite

I will explode that thing

That makes me make mistakes

And if you think you are better than me

You're right

There's no one to love

There's no one to trust

In my life

Sometimes I get lonesome

I can't breathe

Sometimes I get so scared

That I can't speak

Sometimes I get so worried

I can't hear my heart beat

Anyway, anyway

I wanna tear out my heart

And give it away

To a person more deserving one day

And if all I see

Is the worst in everything

That's all I'm gonna get

That's all I'm gonna get

That's all I'm gonna get

And if you think you are better than me

You're right

There's no one to love

There's no one to trust

In my life

There's no one to love

There's no one to trust

In my life

There's no one to love

There's no one to trust

In my life