Amateur

you make me feel like im ok

i could be happy

now i can sit not run away

stupidly laughing

wipe out all self pity

it's slowing me down

turn off feeling pretty

dressing up dressing down

i walk around the city

out of my way, lookin for somethin

i've got all i need to save my day

so why am i running

you said i should get professional help

it always makes me cry

i know im just an amateur but

ive gotta try

i had a birthday party

and it was packed, got friends who love me

we hold the disco ball up and watch the lights

they were so lovely

you said i should get professional help

it always makes me cry

i know im just an amateur but

ive gotta try

ive gotta try

when exactly?

i get the decades mixed up

i like the streets wet

see i can make the rest up

i can make the rest up

i can make the rest up

i walk around the city

out of my way, lookin for somethin

i've got all i need to save my day

so why am i running

you said i should get professional help

it always makes me cry

i know im just an amateur but

ive gotta try