I feel sorry for your mother

To my man Dave at your grave

I silently prayed

I know you saved by grace and

not works

Man it hurt for real

Philly streets remain ill

now your boys can't chill

unless steel by they waistline

Ya didn't waste time full time

job and college

working harder not even bitter

at the Father

for taking your father at an

early age

I sympathize with your situation

yo my Dad's the same

Bullets penetrated your fles

arms legs even your neck

Your death the reason Steve

stays depressed

I never seen so many tears

in a day

so much sadness and utter

madness definition of tragic

Habits develop when

your friends die

Your memories are enemies ya

numb em with that Henny and lye

Yo it's hard to say goodbye

I can't let it go

I feel sorry for your moms it

must be hard on a widow

I feel sorry for your mother

I tried to take that hurt away

from her

but she can't escape the pain

or recover

so she sits alone by the

candle light crying at night

she sounds like this

I feel sorry for your mother

I couldn't take the pain away

from her

This is what a widow sounds like

losing her child's life

It's like your child losing her

life in front of your eyes

comatose high dose pain killers

inside her IV

Recall her voice calling Mommy

Let's play hide and seek in the

lobby with little Tommy

It's a struggle just to smile

your daily mission is

just to keep hope alive

but God ain't listening

You're whispering prayers and

playing musical chairs

inside her room by the nurse

and near them exit stairs and

there's

so much support expert

technicians

but modern medicine couldn't

keep your little kid living

Now they hit you with that news

so much disbelief

you wouldn't let the casket

drop in the dust for 6 feet

Holding back your tears when

you're at your day job

during breaks in the bathroom

cursing at God

You knocked he didn't open

asked didn't receive

Now your child joins your

husband in the ground underneath

I feel sorry for your mother

I tried to take that hurt away

from her

but she can't escape the pain

or recover

so she sits alone by the

candle light crying at night

she sounds like this

I feel sorry for that mother

I couldn't take the pain away

from her

So she prays in vain for answers

ain't no cure to Cancer

To all the fallen you're gone

but not forgotten

escape from this modern day Gotham

gritty city in a physical form

you've shown me courage

in a storm

I touch the clothes you left

behind they remain warm

In the morning hours address

heavenly powers

leave flowers at your grave

Teddy Umi and Dave

Rest in peace in a place

undivided by race

True love given not chased

your belly stay full of steak

Hesitating voices

saying your boys is gone

Sitting there shocked with no

response gripping the phone

All my dogs go to heaven ain't

that right reverend

No if's and's or maybe's end

of sentence

Mention fate spark religious

debate

witness a newborn die then

testify why God's so great

Now it's nothing but hate love

is too damn abusive

Cuz whatever you love you lose it

That's why I feel sorry for

your mother

I tried to take that hurt away

from her

but she can't escape the pain

or recover

so she sits alone by the

candle light crying at night

she sounds like this

I feel sorry for your mother

She can't escape the pain or

recover

This is what a widow sounds like

losing

her child's life it's like this