歌词
We were only teens barely 16
You were in your bedroom while I was out doing big things
We used to talk about our dreams on the phone
‘till your mom comes home from work
We say our goodbyes, and you try to get some rest
I stare at my ceiling, thinking about your voice through the phone
How can i fall in love so fast? Is this even real or is this a dream from the past
I start to wonder if you feel the same
“you’re different” was the first thing you told me in the morning hen you opened up your beautiful eyes
During school I can feel your presence right beside me
I couldn’t stop thinking about you that day
You made me get my phone taken by my bio teacher, remember that?
And remember how we told our moms about each other?
I remember you turning goth for day
No matter what lifestyle you tried to fit into it always looked so good on you
Remember how I saved your contact as “future wife”
How could I ever forget about our talks about running away together to some small town out in the country
Faking our deaths and everything only to start a family
You would’ve been such a great mom and an even better wife
We both tell our friends about each other
We had each other in our Instagram bios
Fast forward about 3 months and we’re already not doing good
useless arguments ignored messages and calls I caused you so much stress you didn’t deserve
I can feel you losing interest
And don’t forget that facetime call we had where we cried together
I wanted to hold you so tight and never let go
You were my other half
We break up for a little and we try to find somebody new
Now its June, schools out, and you already met somebody brand new
Seeing you smile with him made me regret the hardships I put you through
July comes around and you blow up my phone the same way you blew it up when I didn’t reply after 10 minutes
It was around 2am you call me crying
I ask what’s wrong and you’re as silent as a broken hearted girl
You eventually tell me that you’re sorry for everything and that your man left you
2 years pass and I haven’t heard from you since 2 july’s ago
I’m about to get on stage and perform Have you forgot me? Are you living a happy life with a new man?
I walk onto the stage perform my music
Towards the end I can scan the crowd surprisingly, I see you with the biggest smile on your face
I haven’t been the same without you and knowing you still support me inspires me to do my best
That night I stay with you inside your room. Dimmed lavender led lights barely light up your room in your attic
I remember you told me how much you loved it up there, it feels like we’re falling in love again
7 years passed…
7 years passed and we finally have kids of our own
We buy a nice house in a small town in the Midwest just how you wanted it
Our kids eventually grow older and have their own kids
You feel old yet sweetie. We’re grandparents now
Now we’re stuck inside the hospital, lying on your deathbed
I grab your hand and we start reviewing our life together
Remember all the fun times we had as teens
Getting married, buying our first house together
Everything seemed to go by so quickly
The doctor walks in and tells us its time
You look me in eye one last time
I start to feel your hand lose grip, as a tear slowly rolls down your eye
I will never forget you…I will never forget you
And we say…and we say our final…we say our final goodbyes…
Every now and again I still visit your grave
Just beyond the bench we used to sit at late at night when we were reckless teens
Nobody ever told you how much I loved you…I loved you more than love itself
I miss you……