歌词
It never goes away
它缠绕着我
I'm always looking back
回首注视着
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否擦去过去的痕迹？
Feeling a type of way 'bout the past that I run from
逃避着事实
Night and day fade to black when I'm undone
解脱时天空逐渐漆黑
I feel lost constantly exhausted, double-crossed
我失落着感觉很累
Still haunted by the monster I once was
怪物仍缠着我
And when the sun's gone and there's no escape
我无法在日落后逃走
I feel the darkness take shape and show face
黑暗渐渐露出面目
There's no place, I never feel safe
没有地方让我感到安全
There's no change, hope fades, and I'll never be okay
改变不了，我的希望破碎了
Never be the same, but I always feel close to
明明不一样，却都感觉
Losing everything, it's almost like I'm supposed to
失去一切一样，就像我应做的那样
I chose you, let you in and gave you a home to
选择了你 让你踏进 给你了家
Become a part of me, but now I'm looking to ghost you
给予你灵魂，融入了我
I hoped you disappear, but you're attached
想要你消失，你却迷恋了
I painted the mirror, I tried breaking the glass
尝试打破画出的镜子
I see my face in the cracks, a refraction, I'm abstract
裂缝中折射抽象的脸
Can't run from the past, but I'm keeping my bags packed
逃避着，明明不能逃避
It never goes away
它不会消失的
I'm always looking back
我经常回头看
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
I'll never be okay, I'm seconds from collapse
接近崩溃使我站不起来
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
Gone is the vessel, now there's nothing inside me
船淹没了，没有任何想法
And God and the Devil are the voices behind me
上帝和魔鬼在背后窃窃私语
But they lie, designing blue skies
他们说谎了，设计着蓝天
While they guide me to a pasture where nobody will find me
当他们带我来到寂静的牧场
Down a road that I'm hoping to steer through
沿着想法走着路
To a home I thought I left in the rearview
去了个脑海中的地方
To a weird room, nothing to peer through
没有人可以窃窥我
Doors shut, curtains drawn, nobody can hear you
禁闭着门窗，不会有人听得到声音
All this time I've been holding myself hostage
一直将自己视为人质
My hands tied and a blindfolded conscience
双手无法动弹 良心蒙蔽的双目
Brainwashed and overly cautious
洗脑并超出平常的警慎
I'm talking to myself in the cell that we're locked in
在牢房自言自语着
A situation, I'm dying for some relief
我渴望解脱
Negotiating the terms for my release
谈判给予我自由的条件
I find keys to set myself free, then history repeats
找到自由的希望 然后重蹈覆辙
Nothing can save me
没有什么可以拯救我
It never goes away
它徘徊在我周边
I'm always looking back
我总是回首看着
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
I'll never be okay, I'm seconds from collapse
濒临崩溃使我无法站起来
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
And I would be nothing without you
没有你的我将一事无成
And all that you made me
你给予我的一切
And I would be nothing without you
没有你的我将一败涂地
And how you destroy me
你是怎么将我摧残的
It never goes away
它不会离开的
I'm always looking back
我总是回头看
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
I'll never be okay
我无法站起来
I'm seconds from collapse
我濒临崩溃
Am I ever gonna change, ever gonna change, change my past?
能否改变过去？
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