歌词
In transit I lay still
The windows bend and ceilings mock the seas
Faces move and their lips seem to stall
Progress moves as egos laugh
And I still live in this crevice of a home
And of course the most terrifying things aren't real
But alas my vision's blocked by projections of demons under my bed
[03:14.42]Help me redirect my will
[03:18.16]Shadows are not scared of pills
[03:21.90]I know now that words can kill
[03:29.62]Rip the cords out of my throat
[03:33.24]I'm sick of sounding like a joke
[03:37.59]Hope I'm silenced, hope I choke
In transit I lay still—
Sharp skin and syringes pierce my eyes
I never was one to put up a fight
Progress moves as voices amass
And I could not care less for this piece of s**t called home
And of course they say that only time can heal
But I, well I could have been dead by now
Last time I felt sharp was when it cut my wrists
Last time I lived was when I jumped ship
Thought I knew better than to let stones break my bones
But I guess I'm just dumb for leaving my limbs exposed
If I stayed here
For a day or two
Do you think maybe then these knives could get through?
Pray to whatever's in the sky for the courage to die
Dear god, why do I even try