No Drugs (Amperland, NY)

No drugs and alcohol today

I wanna remember everything we talk about

I wanna feel light moving in everything you say

But part of me is caveated out

Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible

Maybe I just couldn't, you could just just look the other way

Is it so wrong?

I wanna feel good

I wanna feel good

Is it enough now

Just to want to

Even if you mean it?

I wanna feel good

Let's build us a new house for to live

You fortify the outside and I got the interior

I got the materials we're gonna need right here

Yeah, and it's weird to think I had it always

When manifestly I am the same as I ever was

I think the difference this time is that I can just walk away

Yeah, and now all things rushing out

I wanna feel good

I wanna feel good

Is it enough

Now just to want to

Even if you need it?

I wanna feel good, yeah

No drugs and alcohol tonight

I follow my shadow up and out the skylight

I could see an outline settled in the grey, grey