Hurt Me

I always thought that you would love me

Love me

I never thought that you would leave

I always thought that you would love me

Love it

I never thought that you would leave

You never would hurt me, you said

Catching you rocking my jersey in bed

Wonder what's flowing inside of your head

Openly hoping that we find devotion, instead

I found it in music it's been therapeutic, I've been going through it, alone

Now all of my numbers they grow as I drop it

I've been a hot topic, with hoes who don't lock shit

I mean, I know that I got it when I write these sonnets, but I need my rest

Or it gets to my head, and I fly through the cockpit

Get high and obnoxious and my feeling get lost in a stream

You know what I mean? Scrolling through feeds

All the shit I don't need in my life, I cut em all out when I go on diet

These hoes outta try it, with lyrics I'm violent

My spirit is flying away

I always thought that you would love me

Love me

I never thought that you would leave

I always thought that you would love me

Love me

I never thought that you would leave

Tryna find a reason for this payn yea

But im soakin up, find a picture paint yuh

I always been so damaged in my brain yuh

I always been the one to find the answers

But I can't find this one

Said I can't find this one

So I beat on this drum

Tryna be the mister

Tryna meet my maker

I been searching days uh

Tryin not to get rained on

Not defined by mistakes yuh

I'm just find my love

I'm just tryna get these drugs out of my system

But they always coming back

They just wanna take over, thats a fact

They just wanna take meee

And never let me go n be freee

But I feel so free when im on them so

This love is such a drug heartfelt

And the girl in my dreams so bad

But she don't know that, that I like her like that

So I guess another track

And the turn of my back

Cause I wont fall flat

I'm back to livin my hell (well)

I always thought that you would love me

Love me

I never thought that you would leave

I always thought that you would love me

Love it

I never thought that you would leave

I always thought that you would love me

Love me

I never thought that you would leave

I always thought that you would love me

Love it

I never thought that you would leave