I Don't Want to Go

All this time I've been searching for something

Something to change my mind

Who am I? Who are all these people?

The crowd has left me high

But when I get to heaven I hope I'm not alone

If I don't get to see you then I don't want to go

I gave up all my time to people I don't know (people I don't know)

I hope that heaven feels like home

I have learned for the last time that I don't know who you are

So I hid my thoughts behind a song

And this guitar

And when I get to heaven I hope I'm not alone

If I don't get the see you then I don't want to go

I've given all my time to people I don't know (people I don't know)

I hope that heaven feels like home

I don't know where to run

If I'm running from myself

I thought it was about love, not a fear of hell

I don't know what's in my mind

It's like I poisoned the well

I'm happy with my life

I'm just overwhelmed

I learned a lot about addiction

When I was chasing after a faded flame

I realized its just a decision

To enjoy something more than just a joy of feeling OK

No place to judge

I can hardly stay awake

And I know it won't last forever but I can't take away your pain

And I want to be a human before I'm an artist

Because love has always been the hardest

And you have to go through the ecclesiastics before you can find the revelations

And I know that there's no way to buy freedom from the blackened heart of my sin

I hope that I can just feel this one more time

Let you know that I'm feeling fine

I don't have you in my life

I'm just feeling overwhelmed

Something in my mind

Something in my mind

Like I've poisoned the well

I'm happy with my life

I just feel overwhelmed

When I get to heaven I hope I'm not alone

If I don't get to see you, I don't want to go

Love is about love, not putting on a show