Falling in My Sleep

If you wanted a confession

Then this is what you get

Take one last glance before I go

So I can try to forget

All the ways to cope that I never learned

The love in my life that I don't deserve

Every page in my book is torn out and burned

Save your breath, 'cause I'm already gone

I'm still falling in my sleep

(Aching from the wounds that they can't see)

I still stutter when I speak

(I keep my tongue tied so the world can watch me bleed)

Trying to sort my thoughts

Derive any sort of meaning

Laying on this bed of broken glass

Just staring at the ceiling

All the ways to cope that I never learned

All the love in my life that I don't deserve

The maps to my mind are torn up and burned

All so you won't find me when I'm gone

Falling further from the perfect

I just wanna know it's worth it

To try this hard finding a reason to stay

To watch everything I love fall away from me

So stuck in between

This love and hate

A sickness in my heart

I'll never be the same