歌词
(It's how it ends)
Dud
Speedin while im textin
I'm forever reckless (I ain't stressin)
My brakes are good to go last time I checked
I put em in myself
I'm slowing down
I'm creeping up to death
Tryna sneak past
Hope he don't see me with his peaky ass (In the bleak midwinter)
Pushin past my limits cuz I love the pain (Bring it on)
Well, I want the pain (Gimme more)
Shit, deserve the pain
Grandma told me pray about it
But aint nothin change (And you didn't pray)
She tells me the vibe is off
But I'm just hurtin, dang
I'm hurtin for certainty in a futile state
Forever skeptical
Forgive me if I pull away
The devil loves an idle mind
And while I idle I'm
Stuck in gear, drunk on the road
I'm in my zone
Stuck in this space while times flies beneath my soles
I stay in my head so I don't perform it (It's all a performance)
Burning through gas like I can afford it
Time on e, ignoring the warnin
I'd find answers if I focused on it more
But I forgot the question
Shit, guess it wasn't important
In the mornings im mournin
Good mournin (G'mornin sadboi)
Teary-eyed to runaway
It's like my sirens calling (Take me home)
Time is never on my side, I'm fallen
I need more I'm stallin (Wait, not yet)
Dot-dot-dot
Need to find my grip, can't seem to get it yet
Fuck a pass
Take another drag from a cigarette
Hour glass flipped, another chance
Can I kill it yet?
Guess I'll keep dreaming of success if it ain't silly yet
Is this really death
Am I really next
Shit
I keep tryin, but im doin the same things
Same things
Wait