RUSSIAN ROULETTE

I was born a rare breed and knew my type was endangered

I'm gravitating towards anything that involves any danger

I took the trauma that I had and flipped that shit like a gainer

'Cause growing up I wasn't nurtured now it's part of my nature

I had these people all around me say they fucking embarrassed

'Cause I was chasing what I thought was in store like an errand

It's evident you envy, you acting out, it's apparent

You got a problem bring it to my manager like you Karen

I'm saying

Everything that makes me feel alive

Comes back to haunt me I'm slowly committing suicide

There's no way I can avoid it

I've got 50,000 choices

All of them end with the same thing

So I guess I'll pick my poison

I'm standing on the edge

Playing Russian Roulette

Pulling the trigger myself

Hoping it ain't my last breath

'Cause I'd take far too many regrets

I ain't scared to run it, you can load up the clip

Fill it up with every round, I'll put it to my head and I'll click

Even if it's pointblank and I shoot that shit, It's still gonna miss

I'll bite that bullet, giving that plot some entertainment and twist

I always took myself directions that ain't scared to resist

Taking the easy ways a route for somebody that's a bitch

I live my life in ways that when it's done and I reminisce

And death is knocking at my door I'll just greet her with a kiss and with bliss

Everything that makes me feel alive

Comes back to haunt me I'm slowly committing suicide

There's no way I can avoid it

I've got 50,000 choices

All of them end with the same thing

So I guess I'll pick my poison

I'm standing on the edge

Playing Russian Roulette

Pulling the trigger myself

Hoping it ain't my last breath

'Cause I'd take far too many regrets