Alive

Whispering promises around the corners of my building

The smell was welcoming me,

Bringing me memories from when we were just children

And i hadn't thought of it since it happened

At the time i cried, but now i'm just laughing

Just laughing

I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you

I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you

I can't decide whether to curse you out

Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive

If that's even true

I feel it growing in me,

Something i have to face is getting much closer

I see a version of me telling me

Curious things, but i don't really know her

And nothing's really getting much clearer

But these voices are all sounding familiar

I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you

I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you

I can't decide whether to curse you out

Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive

If that's even true

I thought you taught me to despise myself

When i'm through, what if i don't recognize what i felt?

I wonder what i'd be like now if i could forget you

I'm turning myself all inside out, wondering if i regret you

I can't decide whether to curse you out

Or kiss the ground because i made it out alive

Did i make it out alive?

Did i make it out alive?

Did i make it out alive?

Did i make it out?

The breeze was calling to me,

Whispering promises around the corners of my building