Sleeping with the Enemy

I'm so sick of our chemistry

And how you make me bleed

I'm dry

I'm drowning

I'm lost

I'm finding

I can lie my way through anything

And I can cry without feeling

I'm nervous and numb

Filtered and dumb

But I can't really say that I don't crave it that way

I don't know what I do it for

But I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy

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I'm so sick of our energy

With you I'm not really me

I'm cold

I'm burning

I'm love

I'm hating

I have no remorse

We have run our course

I thought you'd be the one to save me

I thought you'd be the one to break me

I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby, I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy

♪

It's too late, too late to see

That the one that needs fixing isn't you, it's me

I broke down your reality

So the one that always hurts is you and not me

I took advantage of your trust in me

You only saw what I wanted you to see

I can't have you go without letting you know

I'm a liar, a fake

Everything that I hate

I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Baby, I've tried to change

But these are my ways

You need to know

You're sleeping with the enemy