Legendary

I wanna die legendary

Was never meant to be ordinary

The thought of it all is sort of scary

Knowing one day, someday I'll be buried

'Cause I can't accept it

'Cause I've been rejected

I've been confessions to studio sessions

I never found somebody

That I could connect with

Yo fuck me right

I can do anything right

Went through the battle

But I won that fight

Sick of the competition making me feel like

I was never good enough

But all my life I'ma rip and prove

That I'm through with second place

Because I'ma take first

I don't know what's worse

Blessed with a curse

And it's been a minute

Since I have been to church

Though I feel like I'm unimportant

I know that I have a purpose

Rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it

I'm sure not perfect

And I'm sure perfection is just a reflection

Of how you interpret it

And I'm nervous but on the surface

You can see that I'm confident

And I'm dominant and I'm certain, bitch

If they think a rapper's better than I

They never heard of Sik

I'm the illest to spit it

They didn't wanna listen

Keep on pretending I didn't rip it

You've been diminished I reckon

You must consider your career finished

I'm the sickest theorist

It's making them admit it

The second they start hearin' it

One day I'ma die and I'm nearin' it

I won't accept that unless I'm a legend

And I know that you hear me bitch

Don't like this life I'm promised

Don't like this life I live

This is my only moment

I know that this is it

I wanted this forever

I'm still surviving barely

I scream but they don't hear me

I can't die ordinary

I wanna die legendary

And I'm back again

Never was meant for a normal life

I said I was not meant for a normal life

I said it twice

So that I don't forget it

If I settled for a nine to five

And I pay the bills with

The rhymes on mind

I decided to think of

Before I get on the mic

Lonely nights, these unfair fights

I lost my friends and made some new ones

But I'm still doin' alright

I am not a human being

Stood away from the druggy group of teens

Didn't follow the typical routine

Of a highschooler

Who developed the habits

Of go smoke and drink

I had hopes and dreams

And I love my stoners

I just knew it wasn't meant for me

I had to make that sacrifice

To get where I need to be

This is my passion and skill

If I don't become a rapper

Who the fuck will

Turned down the parties

Where thots would pop pills

Have my mom and dad proud

I gotta keep it real

And nobody feels how I feel

Whack ass rappers always get a deal

Radio rappers, who's next I gotta kill

Your rhymes are silly

This city really doesn't fuck with you

Boy you ain't ill

And I'm standing tall

Even with the weight that I carry

I scream until they fucking hear me

I'm surviving barely

I do not fear death

And yes, I know the enemy varies

And I'll be known for centenaries

Not tempoprary

Broke out of the Sanctuary

'Cause I won't be buried as ordinary

I'ma die legendary

Don't like this life I'm promised

Don't like this life I live

This is my only moment

I know that this is it

I wanted this forever

I'm still surviving barely

I scream but they don't hear me

I can't die ordinary

I wanna die legendary