Deathbed

I apologized for what I said

But I still meant it

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I know that I live in my head

You won't let me forget it

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I promised that I tried

But walls don't break, and words don't mean enough

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I swear I never meant to lose my grip on something that I loved

I'll be laying on my deathbed

And I'll tell you that I fucked it up

Yeah, I'll be laying on my deathbed

'Cause I love you but it's not enough

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I'm praying something's gonna give

Yeah, I know I feel it

And the pendulum is gonna swing

And rotate the seasons

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I promise that I'll try

To be a person you deserve at all

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'Cause maybe if I change

You'll let me in when I wanna come home

I'll be laying on my deathbed

And I'll tell you that I fucked it up

Yeah, I'll be laying on my deathbed

'Cause I love you but it's not enough

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I promised that I tried

But walls don't break, and words don't mean enough

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I swear I never meant to lose my grip on something that I loved